got back results overall results today.. something like progress report.. not good not good. its like ive not even safely secured a place for arts course in melb uni, less say media and comm. how?!! im really scared. i mean.. i know i need to study hard and everything.. but haiya.. sometimes.. u know.. its not all abt studying hard.. i mean.. however i stuudy. i just feel the things are learn do not stay. by the time exams come, ive to revise ev'thing again. which obviously ive no time for.
sigh.
i really dunnno waht to expect. somehow i find im really not very good at studies. the whole acadamic thing. i dunno la. ive been gettting this sorta marks all the while. since secondary sch. like the avg sorta marks. nvr done like exceedingly well. im quite disappointed with myself. but somehow not depressing or anything. cos i feel ive still many different paths ahead of me. esp if since i wana do media stuff, seriously, u dont need tt much of education. almost ev'thing's learn on the job. and... hai.. not many of them rcved high levels of education. but they're doing just fine. i know thats not really the right way of thinking.. at least not for now.. but well..
i just dun wana let daddy down. i mean, he paid so much to send me here.. and the least i can is show him some results.. :_(
ok.. now for something more light hearted. i went for group cycling today. haha. with audrey. qt surprised she actually agreed to come with me. woah is it tiring la!! u got to lift ur butt from the seat and paddle kind! my gosh!!! killERRR..hahah. my legss! super SUAN!! like lemon.. hee hee hee. and i just knew my leg would ache aft tt. i just saw it coming.. but surprisingly, now its still feeling alright.. tmr... lets see..hahah...
ok.. better start on some work.. ..
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