2 months have passed just like. 2 months ago, i suppose to get all ready to enter university. 4 and a half months ago was the start of my long term break in singapore. What initially supposed to be a 2 and a half months break became an extended 7 and a half months break.

i hope im not confusing you with all the digits and the math.

Its just that, for the past so many months, what have i done? There are so many things i wana learn, do etc etc. But so far i've only proceeded with working in the ice cream shop and joining the church choir. i need to do MORE things! fully stretch my time. Use it to the optimal. Talking about optimal, reminded me of chemistry. u know, like optimum rate and stuff like that? Its so sad that i forgot almost EVERYTHING i learnt in secondary school. I even forgot the name of that condition. u know how the inner parts of the country have greater fluctuating temps than the coastal areas. something to do with some breeze or monsoon or something. oh man. The more i think abt it, the sadder i become. You know the saying "you only treasure something when you lose it" really applies to everything. i believe all the stuff i learnt in bio, chem, geog, history and maybe even math would make good GK information. But i forgot everything. Maybe i should use my time reading my old textbooks, if they're not thrown away yet that is.

ok, drifted away a lil too much.

As i was saying. i wana learn sooo many things. But why am i so lazy to even take the initiative to enquire about it. i wana do wine tasting, join a composing class, learn table ettiquette (im not sure abt the spelling), do more hands on production, learn a new different spot, so many many many things, but not doing anything abt it. i think some of i can actually read about it. like go to the library and borrow books on the topic im interested in and hopefully attempt to improve my horrid english at the same time (i watched west side story last night and i realised i didnt catch a lot of what they were saying! omg. its either the content or the way they phrased their words to convey the message. i actually saw myself reading the CHINESE subtitles from time to time. goodness me). But im soo lazy. And its not really very me to do something like that. ah! i hate myself. but im not doing anything abt it. geesh.

ok, time is NOT a restrain. i have abt 3 more months left! i shall ATTEMPT to make good use of my time.

:Not that i wana whine. but my right arm is sooooooooo big! the left and the right is improportionate. urghs. unfeminine.