My life is so repetitive. Whatever i do, it always turns out repetitive. Aiyayayayaya. Have i not been engaging myself in enough activities? I thought i have. Am im being PMS-y? No, its not time for pms yet. Then why am i feeling this way?! DARN.

First there was the whole nothing to do at home repetitiveness. The wake up, eat breakfast, watch tv,have lunch, watch more tv,surf the internet or watch serials, watch tv, have dinner and then watch MORE tv and then zzZZzz. And i lived my life away doing that in a total or at least 2 months. Believe it or not. The only spice was probably instead of tv, i change the "ingredient" to VCDs.

Then, there was the gelatissimo days. The wake up, do something similar as the above, and then prepare to go for work (usually the night shift).

Now, i wake up every morning at 9.15am. Prepare to go for work. Reach the office at 10.40pm and work through 7pm. Then? Go home. I know, i know, i can find people to go out with me after work. But work is exahusting enough already. Not necessarily the workload, but the atmosphere, the long hours etc. Many things can make you exhausted. And by then, u just wana go home and relax u know wat i mean? Rather then finding your way somewhere else (by bus), and then later having to make your own way home(wait for the bloody bus and squeeze with the crowd) when you're double exahusted. MAN!

Now i feel my social life is so... so..... (fill in the blanks if you want). Helping words: Dead, unentertaining, barely there. And my life is soo.. repetitive? And my colleagues, they arent the kind you would go out for lunch tog with kinda person. So i end up having to eat lunch.......... by myself. Which is so ............... :"( . And i'd rather not ask them out, cos it'll just be awfully weird. So you see, even break times are so sad. Only one word to say, SAD.


Life oh life. i think this calls for prayer.