I don't know you know. I'm at a lost with life. I think I'm at "that point of life" where I, again, start pondering over life and its meanings.
Hearing so many stories of people living such fuifilled lives.. and the thing is, they're my age. And what about me? I'm human, I'm the same age, and look where I am at.
Whacking korean food for dinner, eating up all the remains of the side dishes, finishing up my bowl of rice and helping myself to the remains of my sister's rice and then later having alfreddo ice cream ( and i just had alfreddo exactly 1 week ago).
No involvements in any societies, no passionate hobby, no boyfriend, no wide social group, not much life experiences, starting to like branded goods ( but luckily not buying them yet), poor in verbal communication, always seem to be stuttering while talking, not being able to express my thoughts accurately, being too pampered by hating to do household chores, not good at domain stuff ( and hence the screwed up blog layout), uncertain of my present identity and discovering new ones , unable to concentrate on studies, impatient, pessimistic, unfit, bad finance management etc..
And many many more. Oh man.. What is happening to me. I'm positive it's pms. But in some sense its good, cos it makes you think more critically on life. Gives you a chance for self-reflection. I await the day where I have pms again and when its time for another round of self reflection, I would think to myself, "Hey, the life you're leading at the moment is looking pretty good, baby!"
( or somewhere along that line)
Oh yes. It's mother's bdae today! Happy Birthday Mother! Still looking younge as ever! =)


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