Qi ge long dong qiang dong qiang, da jia qu bai nian.

As the festive seasons go by, I keep asking myself, why is it that the festive spirit feels so dead.
Like whaSSUP! Everything feels so fake, so forged.

However, now I think I know the answer to my question. 4-5 years ago, the celebrating spirit was there because I was 4-5 years younger. Different priorities, less responsibilities, less mature, less life experiences; hence, less worries. Now, being 4-5 years older, the less starts to increase to MORE and your focus is not these yearly festivities anymore. I guess I'm slowing starting to see it more as a yearly routine than something to actually look forward to. And to those even older people around, these festive seasons may simply represent a time to rest from their hectic daily work schedule (although this is a near complete understatement).

This year CNY, I won't say I'm looking forward, but if I had to use the word looking forward, I'm looking forward to the CNY goodies, some mula to buy myself a new camera and the good break I deserve before going back to Melbourne.

Random: My thighs are soon to burst out of my skinnies.

I am.....................

worked out

Worked out

And more

WORKED OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm going mad.