at greccos. oh my. i look so pale. 

on the memorable crown bridge. do u see im trying to impersonate geri frm spice girls?haha 

me singing.hahaha 

family portrait. Clockwise: father, mother, the 3 daughters. sorry shumun, got to be the dad for this one! 

the 5 of us.L-R:ade, carmen,wendy,me, shumun. 

errr..prisoners. 

the chops we had to chop on our wrists. 

on the tram. ade, wendy and i. 

mamak's over! haha.. im so jealous of the girl who won the 60gb ipod la.! goodness?! really lucky la that girl. walked ard with the girls in town for a while before we went melb high. bought a lacey top fr dottie. but i realise dottie's really like forever21. the clothes material, the prices and all.. sigh. did i get cheated. but i rem the top i wanted, topshop act sold something similar to tt in spore. ssaw it when i went bk in sept. haha. welll well. and it was much more exp.
ok.. that's abt it..tired alr..tmr still needa go lib. study the whole day. now i've some what motivation to study! good work milene! keep it up! :)
oh. i actually joined a singing comp at mamak. hahaha. but i wasnt top 2. so sad. :( . i was nervous. sang outta tune at some points. ahh. sucks! let the ipod shuffle slip frm my hands like that. boohoo..

i found out the mysterious person who called me was actually shumun! "-_-
goodness me. she saw actually participating in some trivia thing at some bar! o gosh! she actually
wasnt suppose to call anyone to ask for the answer.but she did. that's y she was so gui gui shui shui. well well, there goes my million dollars.... :(
i really slacker nowadays. sigh. i know i have to study. i should study. but i'm not. it feels so sian revising maths in my room, on my table. but i gues i have to! force myself. and i hvt really been having gd sleeps this few nights. nnot sure why also. i sleep at regular times. but i get up in the middle of the night and i have weird dreams. when i wake up, my hair's all over the place. gosh!
and it feels as if ive been having a never ending flow of perioD! its like light flow. but its been going on for 3 weeks! i thk i better sought mother for help..!
sigh. i feel spirit empty? and its been affecting my mood nowsdays. esp at night. why whyy..... i dun wana drift away fr God. but, ??????
going for mammak night tonight. i hope it'll be fun and worth itt...

went for body step at fitness first melb central with jan today! hah! massivEE!! the steps are more complicated then melb uni's one..and the songs..i dunno..somehow they're not tt energetic as the ones they play at melb uni. not as catchy. and their routine's quite confusing? or maybe cos im used to melb uni's one alr.
ooh.. the instructor massive la! he's quite hilarious also! called mark! hahaha.. he really sweats buckets! im SO not kidding!! when he said he'll sweat, i didnt know it would be THAT bad! no exaggeration at all! and i thk he's shirt's waterproof or something! the sweat keeps dripping and POURING!!!! my gosh. i was just so amused by it la! my gosh! the whole floor has like a puddle of water. i mean. such a well built man, soaking like nobody's busines. and his legs! my gosh! they're to die for!!! and he's quite ffunny..hahahaah.. keeps fooling around while stepping.wiggling his buttocks.hahaha! cute. i sound obsessed with him i know.hahha. but he's really funny!
i really sweat too man! nvr sweat so much doing bodystep b4 lor!haha. tired 2 levels of steps today..massiVVEEE!!
fitness first is quite nice la. has the whole gym ambience..but its really $$$$$! and they're really engrossed in recruiting more members its annoying! tsk! its all abt $$$$$! geessshhh!
audrey didnt leave much food for me. and i was really starving. so dragged kevvin out for half price waffles at new zealand natural. but when we reached there we realised there was no more such offer. so we went alfredo inst. ate roche and durian! aikS! i thk roche and green tea is still the best combi ever! :). if only the seniles were here to share my joy!haha
econ's lecture was surprisingly quite alright today. i felt really engaged in tut for the first time. doing balance of payments. somehow i find it quite interesting..weirdd. and i understood what graham was teaching! even more weird!
now the weirdest thing is about to be told to yall. just now when i reached home i rcv a call fr an unknown number. then it was really noisy at the bkground. sound like some carnival thing or something. heard some man talking over the mike or something. then this unfamiliar voice was liike.. hallo? hallo? milene? !#(#$#($&!#!$ .. then i was like HUH?!?! who are u... then she was like can u tell me when was the #($*(&($#( invented. i was like.. huh? what?! $(!&$!&$!$!(. huh? what is BABI? she was like. can u tell me when the babi was invented. then i was thinking to myself. y wud this random person ask me when something unknown sounding was invented. then i though..babi.. BARBIE? BARBIE!! that's what im doing for eap oral presentation! no wonder she asked me.. the i was like 1959! then she was lile..okok.. i'll call u bk later.. then she put down the ph! oh gosh! sound as if she was on who wants to be a millionaire! im not kidding!hahahaha.. i really wonder who it was.. and im not sure if i gave the right answer.?!?!! cos barbie was released 1959. but it was actually made in 1958.. eeekkss?! im not sure which one's she's asking for .. but weird enuff! oh no..what if i caused her a million dollars??
-who was it!!?!-

yawnss.. sleepy. just came bk fr sister's place went to church, left early cos the sermon was quite boring. then we ate at cock and bull then yea. tts abt it. saw ER hem and his brothers.hah. how cute la. i dunno.. seeing 3 brothers going out tog. somehow to me that looks really sweet. heh.

i dun really like swanston church. hai. i dunno, i find the sermons are presented really badly. not motivational also u know wat i mean. and yea.. yes i can consider changing church. but like first i needa look for one. and the more convenient it is to get there the btr. which means in the city. but tt gives me really limited choices. guess i needa venture out. maybe with the car sis and i can start finding churches in the suburbs?

i wana upload more english songs onto my itunes! but ares is really screwed up! like all the ones i dl or like 14-17 mins long w/o any sound! like what THEEE!! my itunes is really too cheenafied! save me! sleeeppyyyy...

im REALLY tired.. just smiling for the sake of smiling if u can see.. 

i didnt even know this pic was taken.. 

ZZZZZZZZZZZz 

3am.. 

i dun thk i can make it.. 2am 

getting quite tired alr.. 

petrifieD! 

ahhahahhahaha! 

pout .. 

errr... 

wendy ar! dont stop acting cute.! 

wendy and i, the mike hoggers! :) 

kev and i. 

me and audrey at university cafe along lygon. b4 ktv session. 

went ktv last night.. started at 10pm sang all the way to 4am this morning.. ZZZZZ!! wah sai.. i really couldnt take it man.. was about to die.. and there were so many canto songs! oh my my!
ade carmen and i decided not to sleep. go to vict mart early nx morning for breakfast. so we did! we stayed up and watch the leslie cheung show. i forgot wat its called. but the them songs "zhui" thats all i know. haha.. was dosing off during some parts seriously.
then at 730 we set off for vic mart. carmen couldnt take it. she went to sleep close to the end of the show and couldnt wake up. haiss..haha
then it ended up me and adeline, the 2 new generation ahmas going to vic mart. ate cheese n ham crossiont with moccachino. yummY! shioks!
then walked ard. nothing much to get sadly. only got carrots and sultanas. what am i gonna do with the carrots? try leading a healthy lifestyle by snacking on them instead of all the other junk food. haha..try la.. do it the mother way..
gt home at 1030am. bathed then went to sleep. couldnt sleep for long. woke up at 2.30pm. set my alarm at 3pm.yea, half hour shouldnt make such a big diff. im alright now though. but yea. not sure abt ltr.haha. worked a bit on barbie presentation n now im eating instant ramen mee. soo spicy. my lips are so red! i think its heaty.. nvm! PERRIER!. the thought of the day, if u feel u hv a lot of re qi in u or like u might be falling sick soon. drink PERRIER water. the best is the 1 with lemon, they dun sell lemon over here though. so yea. it helps according to my mum who heard it fr sum chinese DR!.
k then.. gona fin my mee and get bk to work.. :)

aiks i feel naughty and lazy. i didnt do any work at all yest. was so tired and sian aft lit lecture. really shouldnt have gone. total waste of time. got home had dinner watched inside idol aft i bathed i watch clips of all the movies i hv on ares. like what is this man! then i went to bed. oh goodness gracious me. 4 more weeks to exams leh! milene ah! what r u doing. u need some sort of motivation. firstly start by clearing ur messy table with so much ting tong here and dere. and STOP being so lazy and GO to the LIBRARY!!!
-haven't chat to mother for almost 3 weeks...-

oohhh... after intensive bodystep..i feell so hyper man..i really love bodystep..haha. and it feels good when u know the steps and follow the instructor accordingly while some others are struggling to get the momentum. hahaha.. is it spelt correctly.. eerrr.r?haha..
anyway, my access card expires today.. so sad! and im still left with 2 credits la WTH! grrrrhhh! so wasted llaaaaaa! haiyaa.. been visiting the gym so often these few days. last wed grp cycling, fri body step, monday body step, tues grp cycling and today bodystep. quite a record i must say!woah woah!! haha.. i kinda see my inner thighs becoming quite toned.. i saw the line!! haha..u know like those sunken in line cos u've muscles kind!! yes yes! haha..must keep it up.. fitness first complimentary passes! here i come! hahahha
ooh..i feel really hyper! so glad we've finally got the drama story done. now we just hv to write the script. yea.. got to start on revision again.. haaiiyaaa.. why so sian leh. but we must!! come on frens! lets GO!hahahha. work it work it work it!! i sound like the cycling instructor.haha. she's quite aggressive..hahahah!
yea.. that's abt what has been happening these feww days.. :)
-i wana get high and horny with the seniles- ahahhahaha..can't believe i said that. ok i take tt bk.
-i wana get high and watch the horny deuce bigalo with the seniles-

yawns.. i had a horrible sleep last night... watch 2 episodes of kang xi lai he.. proudly sponsered by wendy.. wang lee hom! my favourite! and vivian xu.. yea..haha i find she's not really as pretty as i thot she was.i dunno. anyway, slept at 3. was suppose to go church at 915. so set alarm at 8. then i woke up at 530am to sounds of woman laughter and loud horrible music! my gosh!! the neighbourS!!ahhhh!!
so inconsiderate! i mean fine if they wana stay up till so late! but hallo! must u BLASSTTT ur sound system!! and my room is just next to theirs. just seperated by a wall! oh gosh! the woman was luaghing so loudly! i bet she was drunk.. and the man! grrh!! so i hasd to get out of bed, on my com. wait for it to load which took forever and on my itunes to listen to some better music. oh man.i was soo annoyEDDD!!!
took me a while to get to sleep again. had a horrible sleep seriously. and i had a BAD DREAM! dreamt tt i was going to catch a plane and i was always late! not a nice dream at all.
woke up to a very grouchy me. yea.. but luckily i didnt vent my anger on anyone..
after lunch.walked ard a lil then went home. drank oolong tea. read 2 econs lecture. felt semi productive. cos the lectures were very short. but somehow it feels good u know wat i mean. cos i kinda understand wat im reading.yes. then took a nap then bathe then head to sis plc for dinner and australian idol!haha.. dinner was quite shiok. she tried a new way of cooking the cauliflower. the marche style i call it. and we had korean sauce marinated chicken breast with golden umbrella rice!hahahaha.yummy.. aust idol was quite boring today. the songs were nice. but i dunno. somehow visually, quite dead.
kev's perf at spring fest tmr.haha.gona support him.but gona brg my book along..haha.cos i expect some perfs to be realy boring.im going there to suport hiim.hahahahahahah..and major scream my lungs out for him.haha.ive always wanted to do something like that.."kev kev number 1, kev kev ur the best" "kev i love you" "kevin i wana marry u!!" hahahahahhaha fuunn!!hahahahahah
staying over at sis's plc. was quite late to go home when we fin dinner. but im not come prepared. no makeup no hair product! aiks! im gonna look quite ugly tmr..haha.. bvery pallee...
-jaime darling! dont be stress ok, kan kai yi dian. i love u!!-

AHHHHKKSSS! my thighs are aching like nobody's business. i thought by going for to body step and working out abide my muscle ache will somehow get rid of the ache.haha. like u know u body will get use to the strain? haha.. i dunno. now it's aching man!! but after a hot bath..its a little better...
feelling really lazy to study. dunno man!i just feel soo tiredDD! stayed awake thru out the whl econs lect..except fer the last part where i had a lil nap.haha. then when to baillieu to look for books for m and c. then went bodystep.. contacts dropped out when everyone was entering the gym! oh goodness! i ran all the way to the loo.. find some eye solution to rinse b4 putting it back into my eye again.
by the time i reached the classrm, it was filled! tried to find a spot to put my step. the woman infront kept accidently knocking my step cos her movements were too big. and my legs acheD! arrghss. wasnt tt of a good workout. and i had my thing too. so like..eeww.the feeling! uncomfty. when i came bk.. dinner .blah blah..tireddd!
im tireeDDDDDDDDDDDD.. and im a pig!! ive been eating any snack tt i can find at home! m n ms peanut butter, red rocks chips, else wafer...audrey's butter cookies! oh sHATTTT!! whats becoming of meeE!!??!?!?!

whahahhaha... this is funny. today. er hem actually sat next to me 4 lect.. amazing but true...haha... "incredible, unbelievable, amazing, but trueeeeeeee" (taken from Chang and Eng musical soundtrack)
hehehe.. and it wasnt i who sat nxt to him ok! its HE who asked me if the seat was taken and sat next to me..haha.. it was kinda awkward at first. haha.i could see he felt awkward too. i mean.. we were the only ones sitting together in the row..haha.. apart from this couple at the end..haha..imagine the scenario.. haha..but whaTEVER! im quite over it, seriously!
yeah, today's weather was supposedly sunny with thunderstorm. so i wore thick. oh gosh! the sun was so hot! i was sweating like nobody's business. luckily i had time to go home and change. can u imagine if he smelt my sweat..EEWWWWW.. don't say him in particular.. if it was anyone else.. i'll be equally paiseh..hahaha..im not sure if it safe writing this on my blog.haha. i mean, aft ive done some publicity on my blog.. for once i hope no one attended to my blog advertisement on msn..haha
anyways, off for some maths and econs....

got back results overall results today.. something like progress report.. not good not good. its like ive not even safely secured a place for arts course in melb uni, less say media and comm. how?!! im really scared. i mean.. i know i need to study hard and everything.. but haiya.. sometimes.. u know.. its not all abt studying hard.. i mean.. however i stuudy. i just feel the things are learn do not stay. by the time exams come, ive to revise ev'thing again. which obviously ive no time for.
sigh.
i really dunnno waht to expect. somehow i find im really not very good at studies. the whole acadamic thing. i dunno la. ive been gettting this sorta marks all the while. since secondary sch. like the avg sorta marks. nvr done like exceedingly well. im quite disappointed with myself. but somehow not depressing or anything. cos i feel ive still many different paths ahead of me. esp if since i wana do media stuff, seriously, u dont need tt much of education. almost ev'thing's learn on the job. and... hai.. not many of them rcved high levels of education. but they're doing just fine. i know thats not really the right way of thinking.. at least not for now.. but well..
i just dun wana let daddy down. i mean, he paid so much to send me here.. and the least i can is show him some results.. :_(
ok.. now for something more light hearted. i went for group cycling today. haha. with audrey. qt surprised she actually agreed to come with me. woah is it tiring la!! u got to lift ur butt from the seat and paddle kind! my gosh!!! killERRR..hahah. my legss! super SUAN!! like lemon.. hee hee hee. and i just knew my leg would ache aft tt. i just saw it coming.. but surprisingly, now its still feeling alright.. tmr... lets see..hahah...
ok.. better start on some work.. ..
-life, oh life...ohhhh lifee...-

outfit for the day.. hmm.. camera effect not as nice though.. 

birthday girl (9/10) and i... 

jan sis and i.